I am back . LAlalalalaala

It has been a long while since I wrote anything on this blog. Need to get better at blogging!!!!!!! The one notable thing is that we are on the countdown to Karinne and Kiwi's wedding in New Zealand! Seems kinda unreal to be going to a place that I have always dreamed about but never thought that I would get there !!! March 2, 2012 will come sooner than I think. Need to start saving with real focus! It is hard with my husband being on WCB because of his knee. Hope everything works out with it !! He has been in lots of pain!
This is rather a boring blog, but I promise the next one will be better !!!!

The Season and Time changes

Well. I have not written on this blog for a long time and it seems that the blog is a little messed up. I will see what I can do when I have more time.
These last few days have been incredibly difficult and I am huting big time. God is into the healing business, so I am waiting to see how this will all play out. God turns all thing to good for those who are in Christ Jesus. Yea!
Having Barry walk out like that was a kick in the gut. I knew that there were problems, but when you love someone sooooo much, in your mind you think that it can be changed and healed etc. I forgot one thing. He does not have Jesus and so when his brother committed suicide he just lost his bearings. He didn't have the Comforter to comfort him and he didn't turn to me. In fact, he turned further sway. Pity.
I am not going to rehash any of the gory details here. I need to go one day at a time and see what the Lord has for me. I need to learn how to be single with kids (even if they are all adults) Me, I will get thru with the grace and love of God and the way will be shown me because of God.
If you are reading this, pray for me. I need lots of that in this time! 31 years is a long time to just throw away !
I know that I am loved. I have been shown so much thru these last couple of days !
Blessed my family and friends !!

The Season of Going Beyond.

Yesterday at church the Lord dropped into my mind and I shared it ." Time to "Go Beyond!". Time to go beyond what we can think or imagine! Time to go beyond any abilities we have or think we have! Time to go beyond the torn veil and meet Jesus and get to know Him in an intimate way! Time to go beyond fear ! Time to go beyond our set limitations! Time to go beyond our dreams into His! Time to go beyond what we believe - out of unbelief !Time to go beyond our ways and follow His! Time to go beyond our head knowledge ! We need to push through into the BEYOND !Beyond us, beyond time, beyond everything ! This is the season ! Beyond walking into FLYING !!!!!!!!!! Push through !!!!"

The Battle Rages

Well, the battle rages. I thought ( oh silly me) that as I was out of leadership that the battle would calm down ! LOL , ya right ! I am having a real hard time with a discernment that I have had concerning a spirit that is operating in our church. Last Tuesday night at prayer I was "hit" by the stuff. I felt sooo discouraged and I had been under oppression for days. I had some prayer from friends and now I can say that it has lifted. I don't know what to do with this discernment other than pray.

A really strong prayer warrior said that she was told by the Lord that I was being attacked by someone astro - projecting. Funny, as I have not slept well in a couple of months ! Has this got anything to do with it?? (maybe) I can literally feel the words and prayers against me. At first I thought it was my imagination, but now I know differently.

There is a lady that is teaching me and Judy about our authority in Christ and also spiritual warfare.She is causing us to do the stuff instead of just learning about it. Not just head knowledge for us with this lady ! Love it !

Last weekend we went to a conference with Murray Dueck and he was teaching on the rest of the Lord and how to look upon Jesus and fight out of that rest. Seems like I am getting trained up for something and it is good ! It did make me want to take 2nd year with Murray, but I cannot afford it at this time....

The prophetic words that were spoken over me were confirming and also very encouraging !! One lady saw me as a bird on fire with no legs as I was meant to fly and not walk. That a way was made for me to come up higher.

During one of the activations I saw a sword of light with a blue stone. Murray got us to team up with one of the 3rd year students and do an exercise with them about the sword we were given. She knew that the sword was one of light and that it had a blue stone. She said to pick it up and I did with my left hand I said to her " This is weird as I am right handed" She said that she has found that if it is something to do with the right hand it means that it will manifest in the natural, but if it is the left hand, that it will manifest in the spiritual. I said that it made sense as I can do nothing with my left hand. I am totally right handed. So, it would have to be the Lord. She said that it is a sword of light and that firstly it was to light my way and then to light others way. She said that she saw me as Joan of Arc. ( this is interesting as it was the only thing when I was taking Samuel's Mantle, that I saw and it was not confirmed to me - that there was something to do with me and Joan of Arc)

Another word was someone saw me and a blue lollipop. She said she saw me moving into a time of sweet revelation and that I would even begin to see people with those big lollipops. ( I then told her that my daughter had brought one home from a wedding she went to - it was big !)

The same lady that had prayed for me earlier about the sword had a word later too and said that she saw something had been removed from me. It was like a wall or something.... That I had gone thru the fire and was now going to be able to give it away. That God was going to show me my worth and that I am a child of GOd. Some revelation.

Oh, the sword had on it written on the blade Jerm 33:3. (all about revelation)

The last thing is that someone saw that I had laid down something for a while, but that I was to pick it up again and that it had not diminished at all. (?)

The days since this all have been interesting to say the least ! The next day Chuck Pierce writes about Jerm 33:3. There has been a lot of that happening along with the warfare ! Then there is all the stuff happening that is on one hand causing division as we go into a solemn assembly this coming week. Never a dull moment !!!!

I have been getting the feelings for months now about September. Something happening then... others began to say that too. I also have been fixated on 09/09/09 that is coming up in the middle of our solemn assembly. Makes me wonder what is God up to.

I think some writer said it all " It is the best of times, it is the worst of times"
I know that God will be victorious and that is all I need to know ! Blessings!

The excitement is rising!

Last night we had a corporate prayer meeting and the Lord showed up BIG time and there also was an angel. It was an amazing time of prayer !!! Ken Greter and Shar led it and they told us about their amazing trip to Texas. Everywhere they went the Lord was showing them prophetically that the church is on the right track about the foundation of the church.

I had seen a picture of the basement of the church that had been torn up to expose a large pipe. This pipe was made of terra cotta or something like that. It had collapsed in on itself because the water had stopped flowing and it was dry.

I prayed into this and kept asking the Lord why it broke and how to fix it, how to pray for it to be fixed or replaced etc. I got nothing from the Lord for a few weeks. Then the Lord spoke to me and said that I was asking the wrong question. He said that I was not to ask why it broke or what we were to do to fix it, but rather to ask when the water had stopped flowing.

Last night (July 26th) I was soaking and so I asked the Lord, ok, when did the water stop flowing? He said when it was diverted. ( I saw a picture of water being diverted into a pond with a dam) That was all He told me.

The next day I was driving to work and what dropped into my spirit was this:

The words about the apostolic training/equipping center were for the church. ( spoken over the church and for the church) Somehow this got diverted to Todd and Fresh Fire. These words were not meant for Todd. He was given a vision and destiny with Fresh Fire and was not given this part to fulfill. With the confusion of the joining with Fresh Fire, it got put together with Todd and Fresh Fire.

While I was praying up at Eagle Mountain I got the scripture (Gen 26) about the old wells of Abraham being redug and about the new wells being dug too. I believe that the Lord is wanting the lid of the old well in our very core destiny to be removed and to "dig out" the debris so that we can once again have the flow of water in our very foundation. I believe that God is doing it.

As the "debris" of Fresh Fire is pruned off and dug out, we will begin to "see" the water begin to flow again. The "diversion" will be stopped and the water will be "routed" to its proper destiny. (an aligning)

The scripture (Romans 8:28) " And we know that to them that love God all things work together for good, for them that are called according to His purpose" jumped out at me . God is working ALL THINGS together for our good. He is putting into place, tearing down, rooting out etc all those things because He wants the BEST for us. We have had the good, but HE wants the best !! I am excited for this as I KNOW that God is good and He wants only good things for us. Sometimes the medicine tastes awful !!! But,it is for the good of the Body ! Praise God ! He is good !

(That was a word that I gave the leaders and they totally witnessed with it !)

Last night I saw our body and we were in a cocoon. It was a place of rest and protection. I got the scripture about not being conformed any longer to the world etc
There are many things that are going on around the church and we need to keep our eyes focused on God and at rest. If we struggle to enter into the warfare, then we tire ourselves out but still cannot get out. We need to rest and let the Lord deal with it all. It is HIS battle. He needs us to rest as we are going to need to not be tired for Sept as there will be a breakthrough then. Shar said it was like He was "buffering" us from what was around us so that we would stay in Hs rest !
Today I "saw" that for some it would feel like they were being "restrained" from things ( like ministry, going out, whatever) but that it was actually for protection and because He loves us. So, some will fight to be released too soon !!!

We are going to have a "solemn assembly " in Sept for 3 days. I can't find the scripture right now but it says something about being torn and repaired and something about after 2 days and then after 3 days. They are basing the 3 days on that... When I had heard about it I asked God...The last one we had 4 years ago Feb, You passed Your goodness before our eyes...What are you going to do this time? I felt that there would be something to do with fear of the Lord. Last night Ken brought up that the worship leader said that he felt something about the fear of the Lord. I had not told anyone what I was getting. It was a confirmation. Then Patricia saw an angel. She said that it was a "watching " angel and that it had a sword in it's hands with the point into the foundation. As she was talking about it the fear of the Lord came upon her and others. What is God going to do? I can't wait !!

Ok, this is long enough...God do what YOU want to do. We will receive whatever it is!
Fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. We have been asking for wisdom. ( John Paul Jackson says that the fear of the Lord is the Awe of God)

Treasure stored in heaven

This Sunday I read something on Elijah list that got me thinking. When I got to church and the worship started there was something not right. It was like there was discord in the music and the spirit. (even Judi said that she is not musical and thought something was not right) It took about 3 songs until I said to Rena " Aha! We have hit it" I remembered what I had read in the word from Elijah list and what it had spoken to me and I shared it with Rena and Judi. Judi said that I needed to share it with the leaders. So, after thinking about it I went to Mike Hinger and told him what I had gotten. He said it needed to be shared. So, after the worship was over he got me up at the front sharing this:

There are things that irritate us by making us mad, making us get offended, hurting us, bugging us etc. These are the irritants that cause a pearl of great price to grow in our lives. It is like what has irritated us is covered over by the Lord with joy. In a pearl, if you cut it in half there would not be a solid core, but layer upon layer. (just like tree rings, they would if they could tell a story)
So, all the things that are irritating us in life , if we let the Lord, will be changed into the pearls of great price (treasures stored in heaven) It gave me such encouragement and others too !! God is good ! Consider it all joy......

Golden Ears Bridge

The first time I went over the new Golden Ears bridge, I knew that it was special ! I saw the beautiful metal eagles on the pillars and the last time I went over from the Maple Ridge side I saw the huge one on the ground at the entrance. I knew that God was showing me something, but was not sure at that point what.(the funny thing was it is called Golden EARS bridge not EAGLES ! Judi said it would have been pretty funny to see huge golden ears on the pillars ! Can't believe she said that before I did, I am usually so quick on the draw!LOL) Then a prophetic word came out of the States on Elijah list about God building new bridges to move His people around to where He wants them to be.
Wed night I went with a group of people to pray up on Eagle mountain. (coincidence?I think not !) This was the first time I had joined in with intercession since I got taken out. I was a bit tentative and was just listening to what they were praying and saying and then the Lord in my mind showed me the bridge. He told me that He was releasing the "golden eagles" the ones that had been sitting at His feet in the glory. He was releasing those with ears to hear what He was saying......
That He was preparing the way for them and it was new. I saw a huge sword come out of heaven and it was ready to be thrust into the ground in the Lower Mainland. I felt that it was a claiming of the land for the Lord once more. Some say that a sword point down says "judgement" I didn't feel that, but ?? I was holding onto what I saw and then Peter starts talking about a sword that he was seeing. Then he looks at me and said that he saw that there was a word on my lips and that I needed to release it. So I got up and spoke the word and where I was sitting a small golden jewel fell.
Amira ( I think she is Egyptian or native or something...she has an different accent)
started to prophesy over me quietly that the Lord had me in a waiting time. That He wanted me to know that I was not pushed aside and forgotten, but that He wanted me to wait. That there was something new that He was going to release and she also saw that there would be a birthing of many. ( don't know what the many meant )I got sooo
drunk in the spirit at that point and I did not want to fall as where we were sitting all around was sharp rocks !LOL She also prayed over me with a HUGE eagle feather !!
Peter at the end propesied about the new thing to me too.....?? I rest in the Lord!

It was an amazing night!!! I had been feeling kind of left out and restless before that night and now I have renewed hope !! We prayed for Canada and also the US as we could see the US border from where we were on the mountain. It was good to return to prayer !!! God is good !!!! All the time too !!

So, the golden eagles are being released !!! They have been with the Lord and are full of the knowledge of the glory of the Lord ! May they soar on high seeing things from His perspective !!!! PTL!